Ok.... moving in to college

[ashesaidgoodbye]

   So i just moved into college.. and i am already depressed. I am sick of talking to people that are like.. suck it up it will be the time of your life. I don't know what it is, maybe it's because i am in a different place away from everything i've ever known. The last couple of days have dragged. Then today i got ahold of Tom. I called to see if he could help my roommate out with hacking into a lap top, unfortunately we were unsucessful.  But seriously.... that was something so familiar to me, and somethingn that i'm use to. And it made me smile to hear something that makes me warm inside. It's not a crush or love or anything like that.. it just filled the void of home.  Before i left i tried to see him. Because seriously.. with out such a kind hearted human being, who didnt give up on something that was so useless as myself and created such a wonderful person who gets along with people easily. I realized that he had reasons for sheltering me, and pushing me. And at the same time i understand that he let me go for a long period of time was to see what else is out there that is not so nice and beautiful as the world he made me accustom to. I feel that i have a good head on ymn shoulder with a knowledge of whats out there. And what i am capible of.
    Capible of achieving greatness, suceeding in school and in life. I just wish i knew how to thank him for what he has done.... 
College on the other hand has been an expierience. So far, not even a week in. Three kids have been taken to the hospital for alcohol poisoning, or something alcohol related. And one has been arrested for drugs. My roommate and myself get along greatly. And i have a decent sized group of friends.I just hope that i can make it through these four years and start life in a new field.

Tom, if you read this Thank You. Anyone else..... yea.. depressed Kat seems to be making an appearence