I don't know anymore.
At this point in my life i just don't know anymore. I just seccond guess everything thats going on around me. It seems i have good friends. But my best girlfriend that i think will always be around for me are is pissed cause I didn't want to go bowling. BOWLING. First i hate bowling. Second, i bowl with my right arm, which is all fucked up from my car accident. Third i didn't want to pay for it and just sit there so they could play... and be all over eachother, while i just sat there texting on my phone. My other friends are chill, but i don't like to just sit and do nothing, and thats all that seems to be being done. But, i don't want to also go out and spend evey dime to my name. I just don't know anymore. What do i do? who do i hang out with? It's all up in the air. I'm trying to sort out who I am as a person and what i want to be. It's just hard to decide while your life is in a whirlwind, but that seems to always be the time i want to figgure myself out. Maybe a couple nights at home will do me some good this weekend. I think i just need to talk to some people and figgure out whats going on with them, and tell them how i feel about what goes on when we hang out. I also seem to be missing some friends i use to spend a lot of time with. I think that will cause some problems with some people I hang out with now. I just don't know. I need to find out what truely makes me happy.