Now that im a little more sane. I dont know why i'll ever want to remember this but yea. We put Murphy to sleep today around 5:30ish. It was the hardest thing ever. I dont ever want another dog bc i dont want to go through that again. They took us in the operating room and it was so sad she kept running into everything. The vet said since the ( Read more... )

I miss her soooooo much. Its only been like 30 minutes, but it feels like forever. 12 and 1/2 years is a long time. shes my litle fighter lol. In 3rd grade around this exact time she became paralyzed and we were gonna put her to sleep but like after 2 weeks she started walking again. She wagged her tail for the first time in a few weeks today. I ( Read more... )

Ive been really bitchy lately. Ive just been so tired the last 2 weeks, and feeling shitty ( Read more... )

so its like 12:15 and im still up, this is what i get for sleeping in til 10:30 and going to school late. im not tired at all but i am hungry so maybe i'll make my way to the kitchen soon! ummmmmm yea im not tired and in 5 hours and 45 minutes i will be getting up ( Read more... )

So the last week has been ok. Started out bad because of my dog. I think it ended pretty good though. Had my last tennis practice EVERRRR on Thursday. REgionals on Friday, well Stacy and me beat Fitz 6-3 6-1. Then definetly lost to Andover, 0-6 1-6!! They had really fast serves, i couldnt even tell if they were in or out. I think i did good though ( Read more... )

So this weekend was fun. Saturday involved haunted houses. chinese fire drills. "anna where the hell did you come from?" Anna being left on 26 mile as Jill drove away. Taryn boxing me in the crotch. Talking about shit with Carrie and Anna. Walking through "haunted trails" singing Hocus Pocus songs and getting lost in mazes. And Anna and me being ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was my big 17th birthday! lol It was pretty good--i got alot of balloons and i was scarred i would float away. I love birthdays because its the one day people are actually nice to you. Well I had a match after and lost. Went out to eat and got my presents. but thank you to everyone who was nice to me and wished me a happy bday and ( Read more... )

So we had tennis all day at Dakota for divisions or whatever. So the last 2 times we played Dakota we beat them, well today we played them for the first round, and we had to go into a 3rd set. and we're doing good and winning and then we lost. Of all the times to lose to them, today had to be the day. So i cried because thats just what i do. I ( Read more... )

so this weekend was boring. Murphys literally gone crazy, we're probbaly goinna have to put her to sleep soon. It'll be weird. who would have thought nelly and tim mcgraw would do a song together. im being dumb.

ok sorry that whole lj cut thing doesnt work anymore soo yeeaa sorry


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I dont even know about anything anymore, everything was so easy before and now its not. I feel alone--yea it sounds cheesy. Whatever this is dumb because i cant even say anything in here ( Read more... )