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Well yesterday was my big 17th birthday! lol It was pretty good--i got alot of balloons and i was scarred i would float away. I love birthdays because its the one day people are actually nice to you. Well I had a match after and lost. Went out to eat and got my presents. but thank you to everyone who was nice to me and wished me a happy bday and everything!!!
Today was just a day. Had a night match and lost--i feel like i ran a marathon bc thats all i did tonight was run. Im going to miss tennis--well just having fun and being dumb, like taking "senior pictures" by the poll or cutting cookies with kaela like a wedding. and having rachel stalk me with all the pictures shes going to have of me.
I hope things start getting better soon, ive been so sad lately. I think its funny, that i always want what i cant have and i try forever to get it and when i finally get whatever i want i get scarred. But i proved alot to myself lately so yea we'll see...
Today was just a day. Had a night match and lost--i feel like i ran a marathon bc thats all i did tonight was run. Im going to miss tennis--well just having fun and being dumb, like taking "senior pictures" by the poll or cutting cookies with kaela like a wedding. and having rachel stalk me with all the pictures shes going to have of me.
I hope things start getting better soon, ive been so sad lately. I think its funny, that i always want what i cant have and i try forever to get it and when i finally get whatever i want i get scarred. But i proved alot to myself lately so yea we'll see...