Dear LiveJournal,

This book in my life has closed; all these chapters have ended, as I'm sure you've gathered by now. I hope you won't mind if I turn back to some of those chapters and reflect creatively on the folly and triumph of youth.

In gratitude for being there for me,
Thom

Perception colors everything.
Today could be the best day ever
or the worst day of my life;
it all depends on if I see clearly.

I plan on crashing through the pearly gates.

There aren't enough hours in the day.
I love sleeping and yet I wish I didn't have to sleep.
I'm going to make things good again, somehow.

This journal was once interesting and updated frequently enough to be worth reading. I apologize for being so vacant. I want to start using it again more often, but I am in such a state of flux that I have no idea where to begin. The same goes for my other blog. Anyway, this is a post to say I wish I posted more, which is ironic because I ( Read more... )

The greatest thing about having a history of suicidal ideations is that you lose any fear of dying. Whatever comes after death is no more threatening than a sleep that never ends. Death is hardest on the living.

I can't even begin to describe what has been happening the past few years. Things have been exceedingly difficult and challenging, and I've had a lot of major setbacks, but after a revelation, I can now sense that things are looking up again. Strangely enough, it wasn't luck that brought about this good fortune; for some of it, I did take the ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let you all know that I'm still alive. Yay for life! Reminds me of a song...

"Is something wrong?" she said.
Of course there is.
"You're still alive," she said.
Oh, and do I deserve to be?
Is that the question?
And if so, if so, who answers? Who answers?

So it was worse than I thought. I was hospitalized last week, and I'm just now working my way to being better again. I miss you all, and I hope to be well soon. From now on, for an indetermined amount of time, I'll be away from the Internet and my cell phone. If you wish to contact me, try to do so via regular mail. Ask a friend or Fbook for ( Read more... )

Thank you for all your thoughts, prayers, and best wishes. Here's an update on my health ( Read more... )