It's nearly time for the sun to rise again and I'm still awake. It's just too hot to sleep or to even go to sleep. It feels like steaming in one of those bamboo baskets for dumblings. I'm halfway between just fainting and writing a book. No idea why the second thing comes up, but it feels that if I'd just start typing right now, I wouldn't stop for ( Read more... )

I feel sick and tired and wide awake. And thirsty. I wish I could just lie down and fall asleep within a few minutes instead of tossing and turning for an hour before giving up and coming back down. I'll stay another few minutes and then I'll try again.

I tried to fall asleep for two whole hours and without luck... well, I guess it's my fault for sleeping the whole afternoon, but still. I'm tired now. And heading off to Uni. Fun... I hope the printer there works. But before that one and a half hours of Bungo (pre-modern Japanese). I really don't get why we HAVE to learn this, sigh. Tired.

... to not being able to sleep again, sigh. What is it with me? Am I really a born night-owl, or what? Is my bio-rhythm so used to staying up at night and sleeping during the day that I can't sleep at night anymore? What is it? It's so frustrating!

I spent the last two hours reading this SS/HP fic named Dumbledore's Folly. I couldn't stop O_O I haven't read fanfiction for months and was lucky enough to stumble onto this :) I wish I could write like that. (I know it's not about wishes but hard work ( Read more... )

Here I am again. Posting in the middle of the night because I can't sleep... I just finished Volume 10 of D.N. Angel. Bought it in Japan but didn't read it till now. It's so easy to understand too... I wonder why I bothered to buy it in German for nearly twice the price. The art is so prettyand if flows so nicely from page to page... that's not ( Read more... )

Considering that I don't feel any tension concerning the JLPT next Sunday it's amazing how awake thinking about that test can keep me. I went to bed decently tired and now I feel quite hyper. I wonder what's going on in my head. Why can't I feel that concern or whatever it is when I'm supposed to learn? I mean, it's not like I'm not learning, but I ( Read more... )

And here I sit and can't sleep. I've already been in bed but gave up after something kept bothering me so I came down to look it up... I should really sleep. I need to get up early tomorrow to get tickets for the Robby Williams concert in August. It's a Christmas present for my mother... and yes, they are bound to sell out in no time, sigh. I wish ( Read more... )

I didn't get much sleep last night. Maybe three uneasy hours at most? Just kept tossing and turning... sigh. Tomorrow is work again so even IF I fall asleep at a decent time (and it doesn't feel like it) I'll have to get up early. I'm tired but at the same time I feel some kind of strange uneasiness that makes it nearly impossible to fall asleep ( Read more... )