as my tummy makes funky noises...
When I logged onto LiveJournal, this was at the top of the page:
Star-crossed
Have you ever secretly loved someone you shouldn't have? If so, did you confess your feelings? Any regrets either way?
I'm here to answer those questions. Yes, I have secretly loved before. I am actually currently very much in love with this secret someone that I should be staying away from. But I can't help it. He is so incredible and unlike any man I have ever met. He makes me want to be a better person and to love without limitation. I have no intention or desire to hurt him at all. In the past I haven't been so lucky at that and usually try to pick fights with my significant other just so that he can feel bad and tell me how much he cares...As malicious as that sounds, I used to do that to some extent. I would sometimes crave attention and get jealous of my guy hanging out with people and ignoring me- so I would pick fights to get the attention and spotlight back on me...it's not enjoyable. I have to say the guy I am crazy in love with is always reminding me of how much he cares, and I don't get jealous. Maybe I'm wiser now, or maybe I'm truly in love and know that picking fights for attention and affection is so wrong...
I did confess my feelings- at first, because of my parents I did regret them. But then I realized what a fabulous catch I had for myself. I realized how much I really cared about him when he ignored me and started looking at this other girl last fall. I wanted to badly to be the center of his focus, and when I wasn't there I got angry. It took awhile, but I eventually scored my man and overtime, realized that the love I have for him is so precious, so wonderful and strong. It would take an act of God to break how I feel.
I have no regrets with my love. I just wish that things would get better sooner. I realized today that the problems we encountered could have all been avoided if we were proactive...its frustrating, but overall its helped us both grow and appreciate each other more...always looking at the positive...
My baby is growing into such a wonderful man, and he proves himself to be even more incredible every day. I hope that one day we can be together and that we would be allowed to love each other for the right reasons and with full blessings. When that day comes we will be able to love like never before- without guilt. How sweet it will be. I eagerly await what is to happen and hope that he is my future.
ps- isn't he so cute? Yes, I was facebook stalking.
Star-crossed
Have you ever secretly loved someone you shouldn't have? If so, did you confess your feelings? Any regrets either way?
I'm here to answer those questions. Yes, I have secretly loved before. I am actually currently very much in love with this secret someone that I should be staying away from. But I can't help it. He is so incredible and unlike any man I have ever met. He makes me want to be a better person and to love without limitation. I have no intention or desire to hurt him at all. In the past I haven't been so lucky at that and usually try to pick fights with my significant other just so that he can feel bad and tell me how much he cares...As malicious as that sounds, I used to do that to some extent. I would sometimes crave attention and get jealous of my guy hanging out with people and ignoring me- so I would pick fights to get the attention and spotlight back on me...it's not enjoyable. I have to say the guy I am crazy in love with is always reminding me of how much he cares, and I don't get jealous. Maybe I'm wiser now, or maybe I'm truly in love and know that picking fights for attention and affection is so wrong...
I did confess my feelings- at first, because of my parents I did regret them. But then I realized what a fabulous catch I had for myself. I realized how much I really cared about him when he ignored me and started looking at this other girl last fall. I wanted to badly to be the center of his focus, and when I wasn't there I got angry. It took awhile, but I eventually scored my man and overtime, realized that the love I have for him is so precious, so wonderful and strong. It would take an act of God to break how I feel.
I have no regrets with my love. I just wish that things would get better sooner. I realized today that the problems we encountered could have all been avoided if we were proactive...its frustrating, but overall its helped us both grow and appreciate each other more...always looking at the positive...
My baby is growing into such a wonderful man, and he proves himself to be even more incredible every day. I hope that one day we can be together and that we would be allowed to love each other for the right reasons and with full blessings. When that day comes we will be able to love like never before- without guilt. How sweet it will be. I eagerly await what is to happen and hope that he is my future.
ps- isn't he so cute? Yes, I was facebook stalking.