Jun 24, 2010 02:15
I learned how to swing dance today! Elizabeth and I went to the swing studio downtown and danced for 3 hours. It was really intense! We started off with tap dancing- the shuffle step ;) and then we went into partnered swing dancing. The most difficult thing about swing dancing for me is to let the guy lead. I was dancing with this one guy and he was messing up and so being the teacher I am, I started to lead him and give him instructions. Well, he stops me and says- "can you let me lead?" and i was like "oh, yeah...sorry"...merh.
The coolest thing was realizing how important it is to have a good male dancer. I think I danced with maybe 6 or 7 different guys and they all had different styles. Some were really difficult to follow, while others had clear dancing patterns, others didnt lead at all and just kindof sat there...lol
I saw my friend CJ from last night's game night- he was one of the good dancers.
By 10 pm we were exhausted so we went home...
Tomorrow morning I am getting a massage, and then going out to lunch with the Rydlands and Justine, and then packing to go to DC for Zach's graduation party!
Kitty,
I'm getting really frustrated with the whole felony ordeal...I'm not sure what to think about it all and the lame options don't help...Its just been on my mind. But we haven't really talked...idk- just thinking about myself and my past...and how I'm not really sure how much worse your story can be if I ever have to tell it to my parents...its like a parent's nightmare...
I know thats harsh, but this is my journal and that's whats going on in my head at 2 am...you commented on how I was being quiet earlier and then just said you were going to bed and that you loved me and then signed off...I didn't respond cause I was thinking...but I guess I'm getting my thoughts out here. The last thing you need to be doing is staying up all night thinking about what I've said. You've got to get sleep for your recording tomorrow.
Idk...I told you I'd love you still no matter what happens...but I'm not sure what that means about the future...
buh.
I'm tired and sore and listening to sad music- I'm going to bed.
Love you,
Kitty