annnnd i'm back! somewhere. came back from a month of transience on the road to overwhelmingly transitional "home" in rochester. moving out, two years worth of everything is scattered around various places and there's a lot of it, trying not to have time to be emotional about it all. in the next few days, i need to finish moving out, clean like i ( Read more... )

here i go!

oh man. currently i am mad at the kids that i work with-- for being so freaking awesome..... they are making it hard for me to leave next week. i just love them all so much. i KNEW this would happen if i started this job! i am still leaving on wednesday, but i wasn't planning on there being anything here pulling at my heart when i drive off ( Read more... )

i had the GROSSEST dream i have EVER had last night ( Read more... )

i can't do this

this is only to say that transformers was among the top three worst movies i have ever seen ( Read more... )

the only thing keeping me in rochester on a day to day basis currently is having a job that i love (i would say that i care a lot about, but i don't actually care about people at all-- i was just helpfully informed of that). iif not for that, i would leave this city twelve hours ago. but even so, only three more weeks till i hit the road, thank ( Read more... )

my heart is aching and so tired. how do people DO this? we're not going to know anything for at least a few weeks. and then we still might not know anything. the media are on my aunt's back about giving some kind of a statement- they said they'd camp out on her yard until she says something. what?? and there is absolutely nothing i- or anyone, ( Read more... )

my uncle bobby has been missing since last saturday. yesterday they found the license plate and one of the headlights of his car near the colorado river, and sonar devices located a large, car-sized object in the river, nearby- they havent been able to send divers down yet because theres been a lot of flooding and the current is too strong right ( Read more... )

god DAMN it. i do not want such stupid things to matter to me.