just when i thought i couldnt wait to go
oh man. currently i am mad at the kids that i work with-- for being so freaking awesome..... they are making it hard for me to leave next week. i just love them all so much. i KNEW this would happen if i started this job! i am still leaving on wednesday, but i wasn't planning on there being anything here pulling at my heart when i drive off. ....
i mean, not that they are going anywhere anytime soon; its just that i'll be missing the second half of the summer program which has turned out to be a wonderful & valuable expereince..and i kind of feel like i'm abandoning them. if there is any one thing that has made it worth it to be in rochester this summer, it is these kids and this job.
i'll be back in time to catch the last two days, at least, which will be nice. and i am so glad to have had the chance to do this at all; i guess its what was supposed to happen. life is pretty funny.
sorry this journal is usually so negative lately. there have truly been a lot of good things this summer too. theres just been a lot of things in general.
i mean, not that they are going anywhere anytime soon; its just that i'll be missing the second half of the summer program which has turned out to be a wonderful & valuable expereince..and i kind of feel like i'm abandoning them. if there is any one thing that has made it worth it to be in rochester this summer, it is these kids and this job.
i'll be back in time to catch the last two days, at least, which will be nice. and i am so glad to have had the chance to do this at all; i guess its what was supposed to happen. life is pretty funny.
sorry this journal is usually so negative lately. there have truly been a lot of good things this summer too. theres just been a lot of things in general.