Where's my soul?
I feel so alone, which doesn't make any sense. I can give you a hundred reasons why I shouldn't feel this way (the love of family, friends, the RV park is on positive income-first time in almost a year, my goal of being out of debt by 7-15-2011 seems obtainable, ect), but I still do. I feel like an empty shell of a person just going around like a robot doing what I should and what needs to be done, but without a heart or soul. And each day I feel like I am getting further behind, which isn't true either. I would say that I'm depressed, but it's too strong of an emotion for how I feel. I just feel dead inside and lone. I can't imaging a cure for it, maybe time will help.