Where's my soul?

[arnalarsen]

I feel so alone, which doesn't make any sense.  I can give you a hundred reasons why I shouldn't feel this way (the love of family, friends, the RV park is on positive income-first time in almost a year, my goal of being out of debt by 7-15-2011 seems obtainable, ect), but I still do.  I feel like an empty shell of a person just going around like a

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[xeltul]

I feel that way sometimes except I think I explain it different. I say I feel lost. Like I am going and going and not getting anywhere or even in any direction. I am not even sure where I am suppose to be going or where I want to go. And I also feel that alone-ness with it. Which makes no sense because I have plenty of people who care about me and are there for me but for some reason I still feel that I am alone on a journey to nowhere. In fact just last night when you were making your post I was explaining to Jenny that I felt that way. I feel better this morning. Maybe talking about it helped.

[auburn_angel]

I wonder if maybe a hobby might help. You need something you like to do. Something that's more than what you must do. Do something you enjoy doing. I know that's something that can't always be found easily. I don't know what else to say. I love you.

[angelicfaery]

You need a break, some 'you' time. I think you've been pushing it so hard to make thins work out (cause you feel you have no choice) that it's drained you.

*hugs* Take one day... and make it a 'you' day as much as possible. Do a long relaxing bath/shower... cuddle up with a good book/movie... even just focus on enjoying spending the day at home(with Tony).

I've had moments like this - too often to count before meeting Andrew. So... when I get them now, they scare me. I think it's cause I know where those moments lead my thoughts... and I don't ever want to be there again.

*smiles* Things will perk up. Just try not to out-do yourself on getting things done. Take some time to kick back and breath.

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