Okay.. Upgraded to http://www.lonely-gurl-xiaoran.blogspot.com. :)

so. for farewell.. I have prepared this emotional poem? haha. enjoy.

遇到你真心爱的人，要努力争取和他相处下去，因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了...

遇到可向新的朋友时，要好好和他相处，因为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易...

遇到人生中的贵人，要记得好好感激他，因为他是你人生中的转折点...

遇到曾经爱过的人，记得微笑向他感激， ( Read more... )

Just needs some resting ba. Haix. Shit me, still cant control myself at all.

Today didnt go welfare, because Jocelyn was unwell ar.. Better take care orh.. She suffered from food poisoning sia. Not to be neglected.. No matter, it was pushed backwards to 28 Oct (Tuesday). Luckily i didnt put dental on that day :P

Will try to blog less often le ba.. ( Read more... )

Can i not be strong anymore...? Yea, i can pretend no more... Even with colleagues at work, or facing my family at home.. I am so afraid i might break down all of a sudden.. Sitting in a corner, holding onto the phone or staring at the computer screen looking for his contact to pop up all of a sudden.. But nothing of that sort happens of course.. ( Read more... )

Really thanks to my colleagues.. For showering me with concerns and giving me many golden advices!!.. After all, they are really more experienced than me in all areas, so i shall just listen modestly. Hehe.. But they really let me know that there are indeed many people who will be there for me when i need them... SO TOUCHED!!. haha

Today first day ( Read more... )

Yea broken up.. so what...? it's just this memorable date then.. 08/09/06 to 20/10/08.. okay, that's 2 yrs 1 month and 12 days. impressive already. take care.

PS: waiting for you.. till you are confirmed that you wont be with me again anymore.. then will i hunt for the next prince charming...

- Ends off -

Yes yes, i really want to be an alien.. Because i don't want to stay on earth anymore. I find myself not understanding how human works and believe i can only work and communicate well with aliens. It would be such a win win situation yea? Great :)

Went work today. First to reach. Did some setting up, for the first time. lols. Magdalene and Jocelyn ( Read more... )

Another colour that soothes the eye yea? By the way, did i wrote "readers" the last post? Okay yea, do i have even a reader....? LOL. I feel that i am a failure.. yea.. everywhere, my report card is 0 for every subject... >.< I have no tutors, so, i am left to stand on my own. My pillar of strentgth whom i have always depended on, is also slowly ( Read more... )

Okay, today shall change a different colour then. Not that my mood has changed for the better, just that i take my readers as priorities, regardless of who they are. 7pm, and i am still stuck in the office. Not because i cant finish my work lar (what loads of work can i not finish?), just that i have to do extension until 7pm lor. Sianx... >.<

Now ( Read more... )

Okay, this should be getting more emo coz i think i am intending to write this in total grey-ness. I wanted to type in total white, but i am afraid at the end of the day, i am typing rubbish coz i cant see what i am typing here.. =.=

Today went work.. with DEAR... unhappily.. I really dont understand his sense of low self confidence when i told him ( Read more... )

14/10/08
Ah ma gad, it's so unhealthy to always immerse myself in depression. But how can i control it, when my life is always full of shit. Crap. Give me the happy pills please?

Today was disastrous at work. Made so many mistakes i nearly bang the wall. First thing in the morning was shocked to see that JOYCE was earlier than me at the office!! lol ( Read more... )