Oct 22, 2008 23:13
Can i not be strong anymore...? Yea, i can pretend no more... Even with colleagues at work, or facing my family at home.. I am so afraid i might break down all of a sudden.. Sitting in a corner, holding onto the phone or staring at the computer screen looking for his contact to pop up all of a sudden.. But nothing of that sort happens of course.. It's only me waiting like a fool.. Or really as what he said... "i think you only want to be with me because i care for you too much le.." T_T Now the only thing i can do, is to let both of us be quiet for 3 months.. See how things go after that.. I know from now onwards.. i have to be resistant enough against contacting him... It's not gonna be easy, but i really cant do anything else.. What's what those "forever and ever", "Love always".. It doesn't stand long at all...
I am really sorry for the confusion, if it really affects you so much... Harmony brings prosperity, and i am really happy that i helped today..
Tomorrow going for welfare and helping Kerene to celebrate birthday as well ba. We are doing an advanced one because her actual birthday falls on a Sunday, and we wants to get welfare together with the celebration as well ba. LOL not too sure? We are going to Minori Japan Restaurant for dinner. Never went there before, hope there are things for me to eat over there? it's like quite far, at UE square, around Clarke Quay zone.. Maybe Kerene will drive us? LOL. :P
Also got news today that Felicia has booked the play to watch for us on 2nd December le ba. Looks quite nice, Haha. Although i am back to school le, i was still asked to join them. Nice one, thanks people. LOL. All the best...
Just walk away by Vanessa Hudgens.. Really speak my heart... :(
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