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dear livejournal users:
here is a recap of the past 11 months.
-I got a job
-I graduated high school
-I got a shitload of clothes and two sweet haircuts
-I went to college
-I fooled around
-I found a guy
and now, the guy i found is in kansas city. for 7 weeks. and i'm here in galesburg, and next week i'll be in chicago. and i don't know what to do. i've had a taste of intense infatuation and now it's gone. i feel like fate is teasing me. i want ian to be my boyfriend, but there's no way to know if he feels the same way. the only solution is to just ask him out before break, but he has no cell phone, so this is difficult.
this is difficult, this is difficult. but worth it, i feel. i want him in my life.
here is a recap of the past 11 months.
-I got a job
-I graduated high school
-I got a shitload of clothes and two sweet haircuts
-I went to college
-I fooled around
-I found a guy
and now, the guy i found is in kansas city. for 7 weeks. and i'm here in galesburg, and next week i'll be in chicago. and i don't know what to do. i've had a taste of intense infatuation and now it's gone. i feel like fate is teasing me. i want ian to be my boyfriend, but there's no way to know if he feels the same way. the only solution is to just ask him out before break, but he has no cell phone, so this is difficult.
this is difficult, this is difficult. but worth it, i feel. i want him in my life.