no more drama
so i ended up going back into the hospital a couple of weeks ago. they put me on an anti-depressant called zoloft. so far it's working pretty good. not much on that.
ceese has started some shit and i'm not going to be a part of it. i'm not going to dwell on it. i don't know what the hell is going on w/her, but it's no excuse for how she is treating me. i'm not having any fucking thing to do w/it. i have enough shit going on in my life right now and the last person i need bullshit from is her. so i'm taking a break from her. obviously she doesn't give a shit, so neither do i. if she wants to piss off my friendship like it means nothing, then that's on her. so whatever.
my dad was here a few weeks ago. he was here on business and i was able to cut him a deal on a few rooms, which was nice. it helped him out too. we had a really good time while he was here. the first couple nights he stayed w/me at the house, so it was nice to spend some one on one time w/dad. that never happens. we get along really well now. things are different and i think he understands me better. maybe we both understand each other a little better.
not much else is going on, just really pissed about the whole ceese thing. i found a new home for athena. she'll be going to a nice young couple in ocala. beth knows them so that will be nice. i don't like the idea of giving her to someone else, but i will NOT leave her w/ceese any longer. all she gives a shit about is money and i don't have any. for fuck sake, i just had someone get into my house and steal my rent money right out of my purse while i was in the fucking shower. if i had any money, i'd fucking give it to her. this whole fucking thing started b/c i invited her to a cookout. instead of saying sure or no thanks, she told me i was rubbing it in her face.
yeah.
how the fuck and why the fuck would i do something like that? did she ever stop to think, hmm, why would phoenix do that? fuck no. she's like her brother and thinks that she's all high and mighty and that she's always right. i'm done. i'm fucking done w/the games and the bullshit. when i got out of the hospital she didn't even ask how i was doing. she just wanted to know when she was going to get money out of me. i understand that she and jasper are stressed the fuck out, but hello......SO AM I!!!!!! so what the fuck ever.
ceese has started some shit and i'm not going to be a part of it. i'm not going to dwell on it. i don't know what the hell is going on w/her, but it's no excuse for how she is treating me. i'm not having any fucking thing to do w/it. i have enough shit going on in my life right now and the last person i need bullshit from is her. so i'm taking a break from her. obviously she doesn't give a shit, so neither do i. if she wants to piss off my friendship like it means nothing, then that's on her. so whatever.
my dad was here a few weeks ago. he was here on business and i was able to cut him a deal on a few rooms, which was nice. it helped him out too. we had a really good time while he was here. the first couple nights he stayed w/me at the house, so it was nice to spend some one on one time w/dad. that never happens. we get along really well now. things are different and i think he understands me better. maybe we both understand each other a little better.
not much else is going on, just really pissed about the whole ceese thing. i found a new home for athena. she'll be going to a nice young couple in ocala. beth knows them so that will be nice. i don't like the idea of giving her to someone else, but i will NOT leave her w/ceese any longer. all she gives a shit about is money and i don't have any. for fuck sake, i just had someone get into my house and steal my rent money right out of my purse while i was in the fucking shower. if i had any money, i'd fucking give it to her. this whole fucking thing started b/c i invited her to a cookout. instead of saying sure or no thanks, she told me i was rubbing it in her face.
yeah.
how the fuck and why the fuck would i do something like that? did she ever stop to think, hmm, why would phoenix do that? fuck no. she's like her brother and thinks that she's all high and mighty and that she's always right. i'm done. i'm fucking done w/the games and the bullshit. when i got out of the hospital she didn't even ask how i was doing. she just wanted to know when she was going to get money out of me. i understand that she and jasper are stressed the fuck out, but hello......SO AM I!!!!!! so what the fuck ever.