fuck you
i haven't felt like writing lately. obviously. i haven't been up to much. just chillin' at the beach w/meena. jenn (her daughter) has been gone for like, almost 2 months and she just came back a couple days ago. we had the baby for a couple of weeks and now she wants to come in like she's some kind of super mom or something. what the fuck ever. i'm already sick of her. she acts like she's better than everyone. cow. she's supposed to go back to alabama on sunday. that day could not come soon enough.
two weeks ago faria was in town. i took that friday night off and went petey and i went to howl at the moon to meet him up there. omfg i got so fucking wasted, it was great! *lmao* it was just like old times. he requested "our song". *smiles* it was fucking awesome. i danced all night, drank all night, then went to waffle house, then home, then i went to bed. i haven't had that much fun in a whie.
the water is now warm enough to get in. which is good, b/c it's starting to get really fucking hot outside. lol, i heart the beach. i got some good sun the other day hanging out w/meena and her man, don.
i've been really pissy lately. and depressed. just haven't felt like doing much of anything. let alone writing. there's really been nothing to write about. i got to talk to james, finally for longer than 30 seconds the other morning. he's doing pretty good, he's just busy. ever since he got promoted and then got out of training, he's been balls to the wall.
i'm solely convinced that no man will ever love me. ever. i chase them off. i chase them off, then they run right into the "perfect woman" and then *blam*. that's it. they're gone. i'm just the rebound girl. i'm always just a rebound girl. how does this shit happen? what the fuck ever. i'm fucking done.
two weeks ago faria was in town. i took that friday night off and went petey and i went to howl at the moon to meet him up there. omfg i got so fucking wasted, it was great! *lmao* it was just like old times. he requested "our song". *smiles* it was fucking awesome. i danced all night, drank all night, then went to waffle house, then home, then i went to bed. i haven't had that much fun in a whie.
the water is now warm enough to get in. which is good, b/c it's starting to get really fucking hot outside. lol, i heart the beach. i got some good sun the other day hanging out w/meena and her man, don.
i've been really pissy lately. and depressed. just haven't felt like doing much of anything. let alone writing. there's really been nothing to write about. i got to talk to james, finally for longer than 30 seconds the other morning. he's doing pretty good, he's just busy. ever since he got promoted and then got out of training, he's been balls to the wall.
i'm solely convinced that no man will ever love me. ever. i chase them off. i chase them off, then they run right into the "perfect woman" and then *blam*. that's it. they're gone. i'm just the rebound girl. i'm always just a rebound girl. how does this shit happen? what the fuck ever. i'm fucking done.