Aug 19, 2004 17:10
well i had something to say, but i am watching the news right now and i am so confused. a christian lady wrote a book and she says that you should use hotsauce- tobasco as a punishment on your kid. like make them eat it. wtf? she must have been one of those crazy extreme catholics. one of the ladies commenting on it was saying that she was hotsauced as a kid and it was really effective. i don't know if she knows this, but i don't think she turned out very well. she's like "i'm gonna hotsauce my kids."
i have a bit of a predicament. jordan likes me. paul likes me. i think i like mercedes' brother and swim boy is number one. but i can't have him. i like so many boys, this is ridiculous. i sound like a whore. i just found out about paul today, and it explains why this rather "hardcore punk" was so awkwardly quiet around me today. oh damn, let me just breathe. i need to see how i feel around jordan, make sure i know what i feel, if anything, and i want... i don't know what i want dammit! i sound like such an idiot, so i am going to stop now. swimming will clear my mind. i haven't seen james in a long time, i think he might have dropped out again. this entry is making me feel awkward, don't be suprised if...