you're coming over but it never was enough
k well, school starts in less than two weeks, and i'm so not ready for life for some reason, things are catching up with me, like not being as prepared as i would have liked to, or perhaps not being as informed... i had to make a horrible decision this past thursday, between orchestra and calculus ap. i had to go with calculus, but this means i won't be able to play standup bass any longer. i am excited to go home and see that someone, who doesn't know how i feel, but angie threatens to say so if i don't... so that might go down soon whether i want it or not. i have gotten faster, i'm proud of myself for that, cause i know i've worked really hard, and now i am going to go back home and try to cope with this swimming situation... with the YMCA and the new pool, if we ever get it... it seriously pisses me off the lack of sense and compassion that this town lacks. well, it'll be nice to stay in my bed again, i suppose, but for some reason i just don't want to stay at the house very much. i want to be at the Y or anywhere before that for some reason. maybe it just feels abandoned, yeah, that's it, but i won't feel like that when my sisters get home. i like the people i'm staying with now, they're like my new parents, they're so great. they take care of me, and we go for family outings, like ice cream after dinner treat, my new mumsy and i are going to have ladies night this weekend while my new papa is in chicago. i owe them so much, they're too good to me, well anyways, i'm excited to see the people i missed back home, but i suppose it was an enjoyable experience down here, especially seeing my old friends and stuff. k, well i am off to bed. i really don't want to swim with sac anymore. and what's the point of another bass lesson if i am not going to be able to play anymore, well i still have some of my teacher's music, so i have to give that back. k, well goodnight to those who read this.