children go to sleep
i broke up with eric this morning, it was just not working out. he liked me way more than i did him, and it kinda freaked me out. he was obsessed with me. getting used to swimming again after my three days off because of sickness is a bitch. i swear, it's ridiculous, if i take a week off for vacation or something, it takes me a month to get back. i'm working on it. but back to eric, i feel bad, i don't want him to do anything drastic, but i really need to stay away from these emo guys, they're nothing but trouble. school is kicking my ass, i need to work harder, SATs are coming up. things, so many things, i can't even write it all down. it's ridiculous.