hrm
i'm so sick right now. practice was killa this morning, mostly because i felt like i was going to die even before i got in. i think my body is screaming for rest, yet i can't give it. i'm shaking uncontrollably and my head feels so heavy. my throat is full of mucus and needles. i don't have to work tomorrow, but i have an arseload of homework to do. maybe i'll still be sick by monday and can do my homework later, cause all that sounds good right now is to be comfortable and clean and sleeping. but i keep shaking. this is almost unbearable.
eric and i are official. i had a huge crush on him in the beginning of the year, if you read my journal back then, i actually talked about him and how i adored him. he was so adorable, he knows about my addiction and commitment to swimming and i warned him about my lack of time, but he pressed on that he would never ask me to quit something i love. he says i'm amazing and oh yesterday, it's not even valentine's day yet and he knows my favorite flowers are tulips, so he brought me some and he paid my way through the movie. and he knew i was exhausted and he was almost beating himself up and was like oh casey i'm so sorry i kept you out late, and oh he's so sweet. and he sat in back of the car with me and let me sleep on him. jordan was never like that to me, he didn't even call me on my bday... fuck him. eric is so much better. before he asked me out, i was at the YMCA working out before school at like 5 AM and when i came out by like 7, there was this note left on my car, and i just totally wasn't expecting it, and i don't know, he's just so thoughtful.
yeah, well i'm going out with Samantha now, so lata killas.
stellari
eric and i are official. i had a huge crush on him in the beginning of the year, if you read my journal back then, i actually talked about him and how i adored him. he was so adorable, he knows about my addiction and commitment to swimming and i warned him about my lack of time, but he pressed on that he would never ask me to quit something i love. he says i'm amazing and oh yesterday, it's not even valentine's day yet and he knows my favorite flowers are tulips, so he brought me some and he paid my way through the movie. and he knew i was exhausted and he was almost beating himself up and was like oh casey i'm so sorry i kept you out late, and oh he's so sweet. and he sat in back of the car with me and let me sleep on him. jordan was never like that to me, he didn't even call me on my bday... fuck him. eric is so much better. before he asked me out, i was at the YMCA working out before school at like 5 AM and when i came out by like 7, there was this note left on my car, and i just totally wasn't expecting it, and i don't know, he's just so thoughtful.
yeah, well i'm going out with Samantha now, so lata killas.
stellari