I haven't posted much, of late, in part because with the end of the semester I kept trying to remind myself not to get distracted on projects (like writing my heart out) that didn't relate to prepping for finals or finishing my term paper, and the other part because my laptop recently went kaput and I'm too poor to fix it at the moment.

Things with ( Read more... )

This previous post was important to post so that this one would even make sense. Lol, I write a lot more drafts than I get around to finishing and publishing, sadly.

I wrote, several months ago, about a part of me that appeared to be Lost in Slumber. I keep neglecting to post fully on these developments, even though I seem almost giddy at times ( Read more... )

I spent most of today (or yesterday, depending on how you count) cleaning up my room and finally found my old journal that CJ made me buy and start writing in, so that I could get my thoughts out and talk about bdsm in a way that was comfortable for me and didn’t necessarily require forcing words out of my mouth, which at the time was hard. (It’s ( Read more... )

Bwahahaha. I’m probably years late to this party, but whatever.

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Please stop creating singular profiles for the both of you on dating sites that have a matching feature. It completely ruins the function of matching based on how you answer questions -- you are not, despite how en-meshed and at "One" you may feel with each other, actually the same person.

Please stop approaching me as a couple and asking if I'm " ( Read more... )

I think I may have hit my body's physical limits over the course of this weekend and the activities from my last post.

This morning I woke up so late to work, that I was late when I woke up, and scrambled just to get there in time to get the lights on and let the customers in. No good!!! All day I felt run down and tired, and it eventually ( Read more... )

I'm clogged, again. I'm behind in writing, and it's beginning to cause dysfunction and mis-routing of synapses in my pre-frontal cortex. Scott sent me a message a few days ago, upon hearing of my break-up with CJ, asking questions of how I have changed and what I have learned... and I began blabbing in such a way as to become almost a verbal ( Read more... )

There was a thread posted in the group "Practicing Polyamory" on FetLife a day or two ago. The actual topic of the thread was specific to the poster, so not on the whole all that helpful (although an interesting read anyway.) But it brought up some interesting terms.

Insecurity -- insecurity is a feeling of general unease or nervousness, triggered ( Read more... )