A Confession.
As you might have guessed, everything is not all's well in Castle Ever After.
Music is very important to me, to my well-being I must be able to experience my world through sounds, I need to feel my ups and my downs in songs. And I feel lost and out of touch when I accidentally go for extended periods of time without music. And today, I don't really feel up to describing the particulars, but I still have the overwhelming need to express how I feel. So... A dialogue, In Song:
Once Upon a Time:
Lovin' Spoonful - "Do You Believe in Magic"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eaqRwFyoGgQ
The Fairytale:
The Eagles - "Love Will Keep Us Alive"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oO-LAnhh7Dw
Life is what happens while you were busy making plans:
Sister Hazel - "Life Got In The Way"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jfkXfL48ww
I Don't Know How To Say This, Babe:
Michelle Branch - "Goodbye to You"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pITRwJ-2c1g
He knows it, he just can't say it:
Bob Dylan - "It Ain't Me Babe"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RpGCgeTk19w
I love you, but I just can't stay:
Also Bob Dylan - "Don't Think Twice, It's Alright"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GtkVGClqrT4
Nagging at the back of my mind:
Beck - "Lost Cause"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ej8S0r6Jz8o
All I Wanted:
Tracy Chapman - "Give Me One Reason"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPcjjOrKmJw
Once Upon a Time, I walked around with a smile plastered to my face. The effervescent glow of the newly in-love is unmistakable as it trails along after youngsters. Every teenaged lover persists with the self-delusion that they're keeping a secret, but every adult within a 10 mile radius just smiles. And that Fairytale, that one that we all believe in and cling to, that Love really will be enough to keep us together, and we can stand against the weathers of life with just our two hands entwined in each others, is so strong, that it leads countless numbers of fresh-faced new-born adolescents to cling to one another in impassioned embrace, only to find that Life happens while they were busy.
Often times, the Fairytale is so strong, that they don't know how to Say Goodbye, even after it's painfully obvious that that's what they need to do. That they can't meet each other's needs, not really, and it's not anyone's fault really. That's just life. Either you make the concious effort to cut through the brambles to get back on the same path, or you fall apart.
I suppose I will write some more later. I want to write, though I wish I were a better writer because it'd be awesome if I could actually make money off of all this... ah well. That is what school is for? I want to take creative writing so bad. Mmmm... I thirst for knowledge! Braaaaiiinnnsss...! *Snicker*