act like i posted this tues. night-thnx :)

[aribariacari11]

**and the qoute of the day goes to melanie: " shit, i tell ya, this really is like a movie

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"The things that dont make sense to you..usually mean something."

[dreaming_of_u16]

youre welcome anytime.but i also said 'do whatever makes you happy'..so hopefully,you ended up being happy.if it was at least for a minute.you know im here.all you gotta do is call :)
i <3 you much :)

Re: "The things that dont make sense to you..usually mean something."

[aribariacari11]

agh melanie- the bringer of wise words... :)

happy? no calmed down and distracted? yes. 'twas the best i could do. i dont think any of it ever makes me " happier" but since i calmed it down and the only times i do it is when i feel like shit being "happy" is unrealistic @ the time so-i settle 4 what i can get

i just don't get it still yano? i have NEVER been like this befor. u know me. when im pissed-im pissed. when im sad-im sad. when im dissapointed-im dissapointed. but right now i dont feel any of those things. this isnt like me and i hate it.

still needing that ice cream? (wait- was that u or kevin who said they needed ice cream on..damnitt what day was that?) call.

xoxo melanie i <3 you!

Re: "The things that dont make sense to you..usually mean something."

[dreaming_of_u16]

if calmed down and distracted is the best that you can do,then good.its better than nothing.
youre right,youre not yourself right now.
idn why,but youre not.
but you know you cant cahnge anything
so either you can accept it and move on,or youre letting other things get in the way of you living YOUR life.
hahaha yeah i was the one who said it.cause i told YOU to get ice cream and that made me want it.
and i still havent had the ice cream :(
but i hope im helping,if not the littlest bit.
bu thats all i got for now
call me//ill talk to you later
♥Mel

Re: "The things that dont make sense to you..usually mean something."

[aribariacari11]

"you can't always get what you want-you cant always get what you want-but if you try sometimes you might find-you can get what you need" - the rolling stones

letting other thigns get in the way-but if i dont even know what they are how can i make them go away? some ppl think it hasta do w/ bobby-others think it hasta do with the fact that he's mving-and some ppl think i regret doing the whole thing alltogether. (<-- you :))

but i know i cant take it back. n yes babe u are helping. thnx.

but yea my point was (since u didnt catch on sweetheart) do u wanna GO GET THAT ICE CREAM? lol :o) ur online right now so just comment back or call k?

xoxo

[call_me_crazii]

hon, im more mad when you dont talk to me about it and try to avoid the topic than whatever happened to begin with!

just tell me one thing.. did anything go on while we went out? cuz that would answer alot of my unanswered questions

but dude i'd be so happy for you .. you already accomplished part of your goal!! :) write back

no

[aribariacari11]

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

if im like this NOW can u even imagine how id be if u 2 were GOING OUT? holy crap no

but what unanswered ?'s?

did u talk 2 ktf? i <3 her.

and yea u'd be happy 4 me...so would 99% of the world! but then-why aren't I happy?