"The things that dont make sense to you..usually mean something."dreaming_of_u16June 17 2005, 03:41:53 UTC
youre welcome anytime.but i also said 'do whatever makes you happy'..so hopefully,you ended up being happy.if it was at least for a minute.you know im here.all you gotta do is call :) i <3 you much :)
Re: "The things that dont make sense to you..usually mean something."aribariacari11June 17 2005, 13:26:20 UTC
agh melanie- the bringer of wise words... :)
happy? no calmed down and distracted? yes. 'twas the best i could do. i dont think any of it ever makes me " happier" but since i calmed it down and the only times i do it is when i feel like shit being "happy" is unrealistic @ the time so-i settle 4 what i can get
i just don't get it still yano? i have NEVER been like this befor. u know me. when im pissed-im pissed. when im sad-im sad. when im dissapointed-im dissapointed. but right now i dont feel any of those things. this isnt like me and i hate it.
still needing that ice cream? (wait- was that u or kevin who said they needed ice cream on..damnitt what day was that?) call.
Re: "The things that dont make sense to you..usually mean something."dreaming_of_u16June 17 2005, 14:26:26 UTC
if calmed down and distracted is the best that you can do,then good.its better than nothing. youre right,youre not yourself right now. idn why,but youre not. but you know you cant cahnge anything so either you can accept it and move on,or youre letting other things get in the way of you living YOUR life. hahaha yeah i was the one who said it.cause i told YOU to get ice cream and that made me want it. and i still havent had the ice cream :( but i hope im helping,if not the littlest bit. bu thats all i got for now call me//ill talk to you later ♥Mel
Re: "The things that dont make sense to you..usually mean something."aribariacari11June 17 2005, 14:47:12 UTC
"you can't always get what you want-you cant always get what you want-but if you try sometimes you might find-you can get what you need" - the rolling stones
letting other thigns get in the way-but if i dont even know what they are how can i make them go away? some ppl think it hasta do w/ bobby-others think it hasta do with the fact that he's mving-and some ppl think i regret doing the whole thing alltogether. (<-- you :))
but i know i cant take it back. n yes babe u are helping. thnx.
but yea my point was (since u didnt catch on sweetheart) do u wanna GO GET THAT ICE CREAM? lol :o) ur online right now so just comment back or call k?
Re: "The things that dont make sense to you..usually mean something."dreaming_of_u16June 17 2005, 20:06:43 UTC
i cant go today,im actually with davey :) maybe you just dont WANT anything it was just 'a hookup' who said it HAD to mean something. stop wasting time regretting what happened just accept it.and move on.
i <3 you much :)
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happy? no calmed down and distracted? yes. 'twas the best i could do. i dont think any of it ever makes me " happier" but since i calmed it down and the only times i do it is when i feel like shit being "happy" is unrealistic @ the time so-i settle 4 what i can get
i just don't get it still yano? i have NEVER been like this befor. u know me. when im pissed-im pissed. when im sad-im sad. when im dissapointed-im dissapointed. but right now i dont feel any of those things. this isnt like me and i hate it.
still needing that ice cream? (wait- was that u or kevin who said they needed ice cream on..damnitt what day was that?) call.
xoxo melanie i <3 you!
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youre right,youre not yourself right now.
idn why,but youre not.
but you know you cant cahnge anything
so either you can accept it and move on,or youre letting other things get in the way of you living YOUR life.
hahaha yeah i was the one who said it.cause i told YOU to get ice cream and that made me want it.
and i still havent had the ice cream :(
but i hope im helping,if not the littlest bit.
bu thats all i got for now
call me//ill talk to you later
♥Mel
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letting other thigns get in the way-but if i dont even know what they are how can i make them go away? some ppl think it hasta do w/ bobby-others think it hasta do with the fact that he's mving-and some ppl think i regret doing the whole thing alltogether. (<-- you :))
but i know i cant take it back. n yes babe u are helping. thnx.
but yea my point was (since u didnt catch on sweetheart) do u wanna GO GET THAT ICE CREAM? lol :o) ur online right now so just comment back or call k?
xoxo
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maybe you just dont WANT anything
it was just 'a hookup'
who said it HAD to mean something.
stop wasting time regretting what happened
just accept it.and move on.
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i'll live
xoxo
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