act like i posted this tues. night-thnx :)
**and the qoute of the day goes to melanie: " shit, i tell ya, this really is like a movie"
if it was SO perfect
if he has waited SO long
if it was just so r.i.g.h.t
if WE are just sooo r.i.g.h.t
then why does it all seem so W/R/O/N/G? every time i think about it i get butterflies in my stomach. why?
thanks so much to nina for tues. night, kate for wed. morning, and mel (btw mel- the chocolate definitaly DID NOT win after we got off the phone. but hey- @ least it calmed me down) for wed. afternoon when i was just crying and tweeking and aweful. i love all 3 of you soooooo much. thnx 4 putting up with me.
and crystal. . . im so sorry. i know u dont care. i just... im sry that i couldnt talk about it when u were over 2day. i dont think its that i feel guilty tho so its not ur fault i feel so upset. its no ones fault i guess.
i wish amy would return my calls. i miss her. HELLA. i hope its just that she's busy. i cant think of anything i did wrong. :/
but hey- 4 my bday (which i know is 2 months away and no i dont care) i say on the 10th EVERYBODY and ANYBODY gets together and than just the ppl i talk to regularly spend the night and then whoever wants to can come to the beach the morning after and then just my girls and i go see the papa roach and 311 and someone else concert there is that night (8-11 my BDAY :))cause it looks HELLA good. (haha i sounded like no doubt)
'tis all for mow though.
gimme feedback on the bday idea n tell me if its good or not.
xoxo
if it was SO perfect
if he has waited SO long
if it was just so r.i.g.h.t
if WE are just sooo r.i.g.h.t
then why does it all seem so W/R/O/N/G? every time i think about it i get butterflies in my stomach. why?
thanks so much to nina for tues. night, kate for wed. morning, and mel (btw mel- the chocolate definitaly DID NOT win after we got off the phone. but hey- @ least it calmed me down) for wed. afternoon when i was just crying and tweeking and aweful. i love all 3 of you soooooo much. thnx 4 putting up with me.
and crystal. . . im so sorry. i know u dont care. i just... im sry that i couldnt talk about it when u were over 2day. i dont think its that i feel guilty tho so its not ur fault i feel so upset. its no ones fault i guess.
i wish amy would return my calls. i miss her. HELLA. i hope its just that she's busy. i cant think of anything i did wrong. :/
but hey- 4 my bday (which i know is 2 months away and no i dont care) i say on the 10th EVERYBODY and ANYBODY gets together and than just the ppl i talk to regularly spend the night and then whoever wants to can come to the beach the morning after and then just my girls and i go see the papa roach and 311 and someone else concert there is that night (8-11 my BDAY :))cause it looks HELLA good. (haha i sounded like no doubt)
'tis all for mow though.
gimme feedback on the bday idea n tell me if its good or not.
xoxo