I was sitting in class yesterday when I brick wall hit me. It was the welcome kind of brick wall, but it hit hard nonetheless. My professor, who is a published poet and pure genius, was talking about the moment he knew that he was going to marry his wife, his girlfriend at the time. They were driving in the car, in the middle of some random town in ( Read more... )

It's time for garb overdrive for me. I took off a bit more than I can chew, as usual. It's not Rag prep if I'm not overwhelmed. But now, I get to add on two classes with overwhelming workloads. Fortunately nothing is really new to me. I'm using the same pattern I've used before for Sindy's shirt, I already finished Rin's shirt (the hardest part of ( Read more... )

My honey is here again! It's pretty much been the only thing that got me through the long but short weekend. I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders and I'm not at all excited about the event. I want it to all be over really. To not have that oppresive date looming over me like a fat pig or something ( Read more... )

This is usually the time of year I do my year-end analysis but I can't do it this year. My school year isn't ending. It's being played on a loop. I have a short break of one day and then it's time for staff training with CA's. Classes start up on May 5th, and I'm taking two for the first half of the summer. I'm not going to have time to breathe ( Read more... )

So this weekend was spectacular. I had a lot of fun just being with my kin and being a tribal goddess at night. I felt wonderful being dressed the way I was, and after compliment after compliment about how I looked, my tattoo, or my dancing left me feeling like a jewel. I honestly felt like nearly everyone in the room thought of me as something ( Read more... )

How many years did it take me to finally wake up from a slumber of ridiculous fears and insignificant feelings that kept me on the bed of lies I so desperately clung to? Sad and so pathetic was I to think I was happy, that I was living any sort of real life for that time.

Now shoulders back, stand up tall, do everything you can to be the essence of ( Read more... )