random thoughts...
so i was informed last night that G will be having his bf....aka...my ex will be having my ex best friend over to the house all weekend...guess that "we wont be bringing anyone over" agreement has been nullified....whatever... just a new stress....ill be busy with relay most of the weekend anyhow...thank goodness...i really dont know what ill do if i come face to face with them....breathe i hope and not kill.... anyhow..i guess some people need a back story to kinda understand.......
.....after two years my ex finally left to go be with this walking pile of puke...well call him p.o.p. ...he was this scrawny nasty 17 yr old typical fag and G just knew he had to be with him... whatever....needless to say less than 2 months later it fell apart...and Cee... my friend i live with for the moment...being friends with him as well let him move in...i can say i wasnt opposed either tho...i still sorta love the asshole...anyhow i digress....so he moves in and its not even 2 more months later.. Gs decided that he wants to be with my best friend of 6 years... i never thought Mar would actually do it...but he did and it sorta was the final blow b4 i finally went numb to a lot of things......oh well... theres not much i can do... and now Cee really starting to get to me...bc its like hes writing everything G did to me off...and i dont really feel like he has my back anymore....sigh...i mean G hasnt even really acknowledged i exsist for over a month now... maybe spoken two sentences to me...and in a way i think Cee enjoys it..bc now G only talks to him and that gives him some twisted since of being special or some shit...whatever...its fucked up all around if you ask me...i just need to get out and away from this shit for a while....if not permanetly....anyhow...ill talk pics of relay tomorrow and write up a full report....much love and later days....
.....after two years my ex finally left to go be with this walking pile of puke...well call him p.o.p. ...he was this scrawny nasty 17 yr old typical fag and G just knew he had to be with him... whatever....needless to say less than 2 months later it fell apart...and Cee... my friend i live with for the moment...being friends with him as well let him move in...i can say i wasnt opposed either tho...i still sorta love the asshole...anyhow i digress....so he moves in and its not even 2 more months later.. Gs decided that he wants to be with my best friend of 6 years... i never thought Mar would actually do it...but he did and it sorta was the final blow b4 i finally went numb to a lot of things......oh well... theres not much i can do... and now Cee really starting to get to me...bc its like hes writing everything G did to me off...and i dont really feel like he has my back anymore....sigh...i mean G hasnt even really acknowledged i exsist for over a month now... maybe spoken two sentences to me...and in a way i think Cee enjoys it..bc now G only talks to him and that gives him some twisted since of being special or some shit...whatever...its fucked up all around if you ask me...i just need to get out and away from this shit for a while....if not permanetly....anyhow...ill talk pics of relay tomorrow and write up a full report....much love and later days....