A New Begining...
ok... so ive really sort of missed livejournal.....i havent been on in God knows how long....i used to have one under the user name pioggiadicembre...but after a year or more of not using it i sorta lost the password and well... yeah...you know how it goes...if you ever want to delve into my deluded youth a lil bit you can find it under my dearest girl Jailynns journal...she still has me on her friends list........ ...
....so... where to begin.... damn its after 11 already.... today was a long day... it started with waking up at the butt crack of dawn followed by nonstop 9 hours of fun at work...other than that tho today was pretty uneventful....pretty much just left me tired and wore out... which ive been a lot lately... anyhow... so i guess i should fill the world in on whats kinda been going on the past what... two years.... not really a long story if you leave out all the juicy details.... i met a guy... and after two years he finally left me for first the 17 yr old hed pledged his heart to or some shit... and then when that of course inevitably didnt pan out...for someone i really thought was my best friend..... oh the lessons you learn over time....and what sucks worse is i still love the bastard...oh well... baby steps...um.. i still work at big lots... i know... wow... 3 years now as of may 1st... im sorta proud tho i dont have any intentions of staying there forever... i hope to be back in school come this fall...finish out my degree...find the man of my dreams and live happily ever after....lol... yeah i know barf right...smiles...couldnt help myself... a lil of that old me is still alive inside somewhere i guess......oh.. i also started a LGBT group in this area back in Feb... we're called panhandle pride... we were going pretty strong there for a good bit...but over the past couple of weeks we sorta lost our luster.....we have relay for life this coming Friday tho... it should be interesting....
...i guess ive grown up a lot since ive last posted... cried many a tear...shed some blood...i still have my moments ya know where i think i cant possibly do this... and then i do... and i ultimately believe ill be an even stronger person when all is said and done.... not to mention when i get myself put back together ill be exactly who i need to be for the person ive always dreamt id find one day...anyhow... i need to pass out for sure... much love tho and later days my friends....
....so... where to begin.... damn its after 11 already.... today was a long day... it started with waking up at the butt crack of dawn followed by nonstop 9 hours of fun at work...other than that tho today was pretty uneventful....pretty much just left me tired and wore out... which ive been a lot lately... anyhow... so i guess i should fill the world in on whats kinda been going on the past what... two years.... not really a long story if you leave out all the juicy details.... i met a guy... and after two years he finally left me for first the 17 yr old hed pledged his heart to or some shit... and then when that of course inevitably didnt pan out...for someone i really thought was my best friend..... oh the lessons you learn over time....and what sucks worse is i still love the bastard...oh well... baby steps...um.. i still work at big lots... i know... wow... 3 years now as of may 1st... im sorta proud tho i dont have any intentions of staying there forever... i hope to be back in school come this fall...finish out my degree...find the man of my dreams and live happily ever after....lol... yeah i know barf right...smiles...couldnt help myself... a lil of that old me is still alive inside somewhere i guess......oh.. i also started a LGBT group in this area back in Feb... we're called panhandle pride... we were going pretty strong there for a good bit...but over the past couple of weeks we sorta lost our luster.....we have relay for life this coming Friday tho... it should be interesting....
...i guess ive grown up a lot since ive last posted... cried many a tear...shed some blood...i still have my moments ya know where i think i cant possibly do this... and then i do... and i ultimately believe ill be an even stronger person when all is said and done.... not to mention when i get myself put back together ill be exactly who i need to be for the person ive always dreamt id find one day...anyhow... i need to pass out for sure... much love tho and later days my friends....