ok...so now im pissed
Well i believe my suspicions of where cees loyalties lie have been answered.... so im in my room and i hear G come up and knock on cees door...so i look out to see whats going on since cee was asleep....g proceeds to go ahead and wake him up and after he goes down the stairs i knock on cees door to see whats goin on....he says that " oh yeah...were probably going out and to a movie..." so im like...oh ok... and i go back in my room..... now its not like i would have or could have gone anyhow.... but it would have been nice for someone who less than a week ago was declaring their undying love for me and how much im his best friend to at least i dunno...mention to me that he and my ex were going out... talk about feeling like a complete outcast... i fucking hate this... i always do the best i can for everyone... but i guess everyone finally gets to the point where they want the one fucking thing i cant give them and then they turn on me or bail... i give the fuck up....i cant keep believing in people when almost all of them have done nothing but let me down....over and over...grrr... i need to fucking get away....