What's the opposite of FML?
I had a very long day, there was "fail" involved, for sure, I'm exhausted, and I'm coming down with a cold that may be the (non-swine) flu. Yet, when walking into my room just now to go to bed, I couldn't help but think, "I FUCKING LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!"
My grades from this past semester--the semester where I managed to achieve some sort of balance in my life--were the highest in one semester of my law school career. My legal internship is amazing--the people, the work, the organization, even the location--I love it all! My photography business (it really is that, now!) is REALLY taking off--I've gotten some actual jobs, people are using my photos, and I'm actually "in demand" for more jobs than I can fit into my schedule!!! Tomorrow, I'm shooting Melissa Ferrick. Seriously. (If you don't know of her yet, google her--it's insane. I can't believe this is happening!!!) My friends are fucking AWESOME! My high school friends that I love I still talk to constantly, my college friends remain to be important parts of my life, and my new circle of friends (including my new roommate) have become like my Brooklyn family. On top of all that, my mom seems happy, and my family is actually doing pretty well. I'm going out and doing TONS of random and fun things and, while I'm crazy busy, I'm having a fucking wonderful time!!! Also, logistically, I love my apartment (which is clean, comfortable, mostly organized, and really feels like 'home' after two years here, and especially with my new roommate), just got a bunch of new clothes and a haircut (which doesn't *really* matter, but makes me feel great about myself), and I don't have a huge to-do list full of shit I don't want to do at all.
I. LOVE. MY. LIFE!!! It's been almost 6 years since I've felt this way. Granted, I've really enjoyed my time in college, and I would never take any of it back. But I haven't felt *this* way in about 6 years. I am not only happy with every (seriously, EVERY) aspect of my life, but I'm also really hopeful for the future! I see positive things coming, in terms of EVERY area of my life, and that feels really amazing.
I'm just...truly happy. And it feels fucking wonderful. I love you all, I love the world, and I love the part that I'm playing in it with all of you.
Goodnight, good vibes, and good luck!
xox
My grades from this past semester--the semester where I managed to achieve some sort of balance in my life--were the highest in one semester of my law school career. My legal internship is amazing--the people, the work, the organization, even the location--I love it all! My photography business (it really is that, now!) is REALLY taking off--I've gotten some actual jobs, people are using my photos, and I'm actually "in demand" for more jobs than I can fit into my schedule!!! Tomorrow, I'm shooting Melissa Ferrick. Seriously. (If you don't know of her yet, google her--it's insane. I can't believe this is happening!!!) My friends are fucking AWESOME! My high school friends that I love I still talk to constantly, my college friends remain to be important parts of my life, and my new circle of friends (including my new roommate) have become like my Brooklyn family. On top of all that, my mom seems happy, and my family is actually doing pretty well. I'm going out and doing TONS of random and fun things and, while I'm crazy busy, I'm having a fucking wonderful time!!! Also, logistically, I love my apartment (which is clean, comfortable, mostly organized, and really feels like 'home' after two years here, and especially with my new roommate), just got a bunch of new clothes and a haircut (which doesn't *really* matter, but makes me feel great about myself), and I don't have a huge to-do list full of shit I don't want to do at all.
I. LOVE. MY. LIFE!!! It's been almost 6 years since I've felt this way. Granted, I've really enjoyed my time in college, and I would never take any of it back. But I haven't felt *this* way in about 6 years. I am not only happy with every (seriously, EVERY) aspect of my life, but I'm also really hopeful for the future! I see positive things coming, in terms of EVERY area of my life, and that feels really amazing.
I'm just...truly happy. And it feels fucking wonderful. I love you all, I love the world, and I love the part that I'm playing in it with all of you.
Goodnight, good vibes, and good luck!
xox