Being outside for most of the daylight hours of today has helped, as predicted, in spite of Jess being weirdly argumentative (all our conversations go ( Read more... )

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I have been in a foul mood for several days and taking it out on the people I live with ( Read more... )

Me: I need to finish this synopsis today ( Read more... )

Have acquired ( Read more... )

"Winter makes me batshit crazy" is the mantra I currently have on repeat at the moment. My friends are not:

• All disappearing and pulling away from me
• Only keeping me around because I'm such a fucking failure I make them feel better about their own lives
• Because they feel guilty
• Secretly laughing at me for being such a waste of space

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Alright I know "blog about your brain" is the single most boring and predictable thing that batshit people do, but since the clocks went back and I pretty much IMMEDIATELY lost my shit (good going there, self) and I keep trying to apply the newly-learned "stop being a mental" strategies which work for borderline but have no effect on seasonal ( Read more... )

Turns out that after an infuriating bus ride and a somewhat cranky pause in Camden Stables to read the introduction to George Orwell's LJ "Why I Write" (OMG it sounds like one of my rants but nicer and with less swearing and better sentence construction and not so many digressions into why he's awful), this evening was pretty grand. A combination ( Read more... )