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Well looks like I am going to the clinic tomorrow -Sigh- I really dont want to. I just am way to afraid that it is something really bad like cancer or a tumor or something. What if i have what my former roommate had.. I saw how much pain she went through cause i was there with her and trust me you do NOT want to go through that.
She had this abscess on her privite part from probably shaving and nicking herself ok and they stuck this giant ass needle in the thing and drained it then stuffed her with gauze. Ok I might no longer be this girls friend or want anything to do with her and her crap but I know for sure all I can say is that I feel very bad for what she had to go through and I REALLY do not want to go through that at all. Pain is one thing I like pain but only when its sexual you know. But like accual pain no fucking way.
I havent had a needle since I was the age of 7 and I refuse to get them no matter what. I fought with my doctor and the nurses when they tried to give me one when I was younger and they failed... Like hell I want one going down there in any case! Cause thats where that bump is. On the skin betweem both privites below.... -_- It dosent hurt or anything just a little annoying when I wipe or sit for to long. But other then that its alright. I'm just worried it could be something really really bad... Something that will kill me or something... -Sigh-
I told my mom about it and she told me to come over and pick up some pills that I had for anxiety last year that she wouldnt give me. APO-LORAZEPAM they're called that... So far so good no more shakes or anything that bad just a little worry and stuff. But im going to go for a walk and get some fresh air before i do freak out completly...
Talk later...
Ciao Bella
She had this abscess on her privite part from probably shaving and nicking herself ok and they stuck this giant ass needle in the thing and drained it then stuffed her with gauze. Ok I might no longer be this girls friend or want anything to do with her and her crap but I know for sure all I can say is that I feel very bad for what she had to go through and I REALLY do not want to go through that at all. Pain is one thing I like pain but only when its sexual you know. But like accual pain no fucking way.
I havent had a needle since I was the age of 7 and I refuse to get them no matter what. I fought with my doctor and the nurses when they tried to give me one when I was younger and they failed... Like hell I want one going down there in any case! Cause thats where that bump is. On the skin betweem both privites below.... -_- It dosent hurt or anything just a little annoying when I wipe or sit for to long. But other then that its alright. I'm just worried it could be something really really bad... Something that will kill me or something... -Sigh-
I told my mom about it and she told me to come over and pick up some pills that I had for anxiety last year that she wouldnt give me. APO-LORAZEPAM they're called that... So far so good no more shakes or anything that bad just a little worry and stuff. But im going to go for a walk and get some fresh air before i do freak out completly...
Talk later...
Ciao Bella