I keep having these weird dreams where I'm driving and it's dark, and there's this car in front of me. And I ram into the back of it. But the weird part is that when the crash is happening, I feel relieved and satisfied, not sad and in pain and stuff. And then when it's over I dream that I look behind me and look to see if the car behind me hit me ( Read more... )

So. Nothing new. Nothing exciting. Just a whole bunch of bull shit.

I'm tired of being treated like crap. It's partly my fault, yea I know. I look far too deep into things. Maybe I don't. But I do find the wrong people. One day maybe it'll all work out for the best. But I'm really tired of "one day" never coming.

Christmas stresses me out. it's in ( Read more... )

i still havnt seen harry potter.

i will have to amend that this saturday, obviously.

I'm tired of feeling like crap ( Read more... )

im excited about harry potter [:

wow, i certainly wasnt in a good mood for that last entry.

things are looking up, slightly.

nothing really to complain about here.

i got a job@video reveiw.

everyone should come visit me.

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yea so i love getting fucked over. i mean im seriously so good at it now, that i actually find it FUNNY. its enjoyable to see myself fall for this shit and get fucked over time and time again. it never fails. it should be some kind of theory or something. katie gets screwed. thats how it is. ahh how funny life can be.

im fucking stupid. really ( Read more... )

wow, talk about long time no update ( Read more... )

good day, i must say.

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so yes-- friday WILL be amazing.

I'm excited.

sarah knows why.

and sarah is amazing.

and this week has been real shit.

there was drama on monday.

drama was gone tuesday.

i got in an accident on tuesday night.

my dad is extremely pissed at me.

my dad was still pissed at me yesterday, but we "talked" i guess.

i got a phone call from a cool kid ( Read more... )