Dec 23, 2005 18:01
I keep having these weird dreams where I'm driving and it's dark, and there's this car in front of me. And I ram into the back of it. But the weird part is that when the crash is happening, I feel relieved and satisfied, not sad and in pain and stuff. And then when it's over I dream that I look behind me and look to see if the car behind me hit me. And it's not like "oh crap I hope the car behind me didn't hit me" type of thing, it's more of a hoping that the car behind me hit me type of feeling. I don't know. It's slightly weird and I don't know what it means.
I'm ready for Christmas to come and for the before Christmas activities (such as shopping) to be over.
Tomorrow is Christmas Eve and it does NOT feel like Christmas at all.