Aug 07, 2014 19:50
Which sounds hilarious if said out loud.
But I sort of meant it in a completely non-sexual way.
Lately I've found myself wanting to express what I've come to think of as pure love to/with another person. I want them to feel that...warmth. I guess I consider it warm in a sense but that's just a metaphor in a weak attempt to make a comparison to something known and familiar. For some reason hugs keep coming to mind...but how do you say "hug filled with pure emotion of xyz123"? That seems kind of...lame? And...not that effective at conveying the true actual feeling or emotion. It seems so inadequate.
What I want would be more like, "Here, experience this." Hopefully you would be able to watch it bring a smile to their face.
Even as I sit here, staring at my calendar reminder I feel like I have nothing to write about. I know that if I really wanted to I have ideas scattered about I could use as a diving board to begin with...but I'm not in the mood to write more tonight.
Maybe one day I'll get back on the dating site...instead I've been offline for two months so no idea if there's been any word from either of the women I'd been talking to, one who I was more interested in than the other. The other might be an okay friend...but as far as a relationship, despite the numbers, I don't think it'd be as amazing a match as the site claims it would be.
dating,
ideas,
emotions,
relationships