Apr 21, 2016 05:51
It's about 5:30a. All I can do is think of John. I love him still. I wish I could get him out of my head. I'm not even lonely.
How long will I be like this? He had brought me so much trouble and suffering when he was in my life. Yet, i'm still filled with regret for things I could have done differently.
I can't go back in time. I must move forward. The regret will otherwise ruin me.
But I miss him
john,
regret,
love,
longing