Even With The Bumps
I have to say that even with the bumps, Doron and I are doing amazingly. When we fight, I have major meltdowns and John PTSD, but when we do well and understand each other - which is more often than not - I feel at peace. It's nothing like I've ever known before because Doron isn't this fearless protector-type of partner or someone I want to be better than me; we're equals. We share our fears and desires and our humanity, really. I know what the phrase "making love" means now because of him, and it doesn't seem corny or ridiculous. We tell each other all the time how the other person makes us so happy. We support each other and are patient with one another. I feel real love from him. And we work very hard to communicate, even if it doesn't go well the first time. We believe in each other. He is my favorite person in the entire world, which is difficult to write because I love my family so much. But he's in a different realm, and I'm constantly trying to figure out how he did that. It's not rational, though. We were reflecting on how crazy it is that we've only been dating for less than 7 months. I feel like I've known him my whole life, even if we are still learning each other.
I hope this works out.
I hope this works out.