Again

Jul 22, 2013 06:07

Well, he broke up with me. So there's that pain. I'm staying with Sari in Harlem. I've literally begged him to stay with me. I've lost my dignity. His rationale is that he hurt me too much and made me too unhappy. That makes sense. But I had a million solutions, a million things to try. He just never came up with anything original.

Wow. I haven't been in this kind of pain for awhile. Also, I have no home because of this. We're to talk tomorrow after I get off of work, giving time for him to think what to say. I hate that that leaves me hopeful when he probably just wants closure.

Everything about this sucks. And I still love him. Damn it. What do I do now?

breakups, homeless, john, sadness, sari, harlem

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