back to earth; where did you take me to?
man i feel crazy. just a lot of stuff going on right now.
emily emailed me and said we should hangout this weekend, which will be awesome. so i think we're going to hangout on saturday. i don't know what she's doing but we'll either stay in and watch a movie or maybe go ice skating. i think she is dogsitting ari though. we'll see. i'm excited though.
i need to get my act together. i am like all over the place and unorganized and just don't know what i'm doing. i swore to myself i'd be organized this year. i am a complete mess though. i can't get my thoughts straight.
i hope that this year is a good one. we need a good one. i need to figure out what it is i'm doing, and what i'm going to do. everyone always says it will work out and i'll figure things out, but i am still kind of confused. i can never tell if i am doing things for the wrong reasons. it's really hard to tell. like, where do i want to go to school and why is it that i want to go there? etc. i'm all backwards.
what do i want to accomplish in life? what does it really matter? its all beside the point.
i feel horrible because my dad's friend who has had cancer for a year or so is dying and is coming home to do hospice, and my mom is just like sobbing. i don't know what to say to her or my dad. my dad is so depressed about it because her son already died of cancer and it's just horrible. what do you say about that? there are so many things to consider. a short life, devastation, realization, etc. what do you say? and does it really take something like this to force you into contemplating life?
well i know i want to say that i appreciate everyone, even when it seems i don't. when i actually have time for reflection i feel great that i know all these brilliant people. joanna greene, i am so glad i met you! you are my best friend, and a truly wonderful person. i am so glad you are a part of the world, and mine at that.
so much to do, so little time.
speaking of which....homework! and other pressing matters.
emily emailed me and said we should hangout this weekend, which will be awesome. so i think we're going to hangout on saturday. i don't know what she's doing but we'll either stay in and watch a movie or maybe go ice skating. i think she is dogsitting ari though. we'll see. i'm excited though.
i need to get my act together. i am like all over the place and unorganized and just don't know what i'm doing. i swore to myself i'd be organized this year. i am a complete mess though. i can't get my thoughts straight.
i hope that this year is a good one. we need a good one. i need to figure out what it is i'm doing, and what i'm going to do. everyone always says it will work out and i'll figure things out, but i am still kind of confused. i can never tell if i am doing things for the wrong reasons. it's really hard to tell. like, where do i want to go to school and why is it that i want to go there? etc. i'm all backwards.
what do i want to accomplish in life? what does it really matter? its all beside the point.
i feel horrible because my dad's friend who has had cancer for a year or so is dying and is coming home to do hospice, and my mom is just like sobbing. i don't know what to say to her or my dad. my dad is so depressed about it because her son already died of cancer and it's just horrible. what do you say about that? there are so many things to consider. a short life, devastation, realization, etc. what do you say? and does it really take something like this to force you into contemplating life?
well i know i want to say that i appreciate everyone, even when it seems i don't. when i actually have time for reflection i feel great that i know all these brilliant people. joanna greene, i am so glad i met you! you are my best friend, and a truly wonderful person. i am so glad you are a part of the world, and mine at that.
so much to do, so little time.
speaking of which....homework! and other pressing matters.