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that was a freaking amazing episode of grey's anatomy. it made me scream 10x over. that was such a twist, and yet it wasn't. such a wonderful show.
and then i feel horrible because i came home and rewound the tape and it's just a blue screen. i was taping it for lehrmann, and it's just a blue screen. i am a failure.
uh oh i am becomming obsessed with this song. not good.
julie is not responding and i am going crazy! i really need to talk to my juls right now. i miss her so much...who will come with me to visit her in chico in the next few weeks?
i have so much going on right now that i dont know what to do. sometimes i will try to fall asleep at night but i think about all the things ahead of me and i just get this crazy overwhelming sense of...i don't know what. like i can't handle it alone. it's so much, and i just want to be in a place where i don't have to worry about it. for some reason things have always worked out, no matter how bad they were...they just worked out. i'm pretty sure that soon it won't just work out, and i'll be in over my head. how am i going to deal then?
being away from my parents for this long has made me go mad. somebody send them home, send them home now.
and then i feel horrible because i came home and rewound the tape and it's just a blue screen. i was taping it for lehrmann, and it's just a blue screen. i am a failure.
uh oh i am becomming obsessed with this song. not good.
julie is not responding and i am going crazy! i really need to talk to my juls right now. i miss her so much...who will come with me to visit her in chico in the next few weeks?
i have so much going on right now that i dont know what to do. sometimes i will try to fall asleep at night but i think about all the things ahead of me and i just get this crazy overwhelming sense of...i don't know what. like i can't handle it alone. it's so much, and i just want to be in a place where i don't have to worry about it. for some reason things have always worked out, no matter how bad they were...they just worked out. i'm pretty sure that soon it won't just work out, and i'll be in over my head. how am i going to deal then?
being away from my parents for this long has made me go mad. somebody send them home, send them home now.