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3 weeks without a cigarette, and oh man can I be short with people. It's terrible. I mean, I'm just mean sometimes. :<
After returning back to work for a whole two shifts, I ended up going back to the hospital feeling very ill. They discharged me the next day after running many tests. They wanted to keep me a little longer for observation, but I bitched until they agreed to discharge me. Things just kept going wrong there, from me not having a pillow the entire time to getting stuck 6 times just to draw blood twice. I'm still not feeling very well, but they confirmed that I didn't have any serious condition, which is good. I've finally decided to actually rest up for a little while, which seems to have made both my mother and Tim, my boss, very relieved. Both of them were telling me to take it easy and not push myself.
Honestly, I'm just trying very hard to not feel broken right now. I don't want the fact that I have a disease to be any sort of issue.
Oh well. Life is going on.
After returning back to work for a whole two shifts, I ended up going back to the hospital feeling very ill. They discharged me the next day after running many tests. They wanted to keep me a little longer for observation, but I bitched until they agreed to discharge me. Things just kept going wrong there, from me not having a pillow the entire time to getting stuck 6 times just to draw blood twice. I'm still not feeling very well, but they confirmed that I didn't have any serious condition, which is good. I've finally decided to actually rest up for a little while, which seems to have made both my mother and Tim, my boss, very relieved. Both of them were telling me to take it easy and not push myself.
Honestly, I'm just trying very hard to not feel broken right now. I don't want the fact that I have a disease to be any sort of issue.
Oh well. Life is going on.