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Mmm, christmas time. Full year at the apartment completed. Seems significant to me somehow. My car decided to start freaking out. On Christmas Eve, really? REALLY?
I think it's fair that I feel like I have terrible luck. :(
I always love christmas time, cuz it just brings out the best in my family and every one. But this year just feels... iunno. Nothing feels right. I don't want anything for christmas. I feel like my parents have already provided so much for me through out all this shit that's been happening. Yet I know that they did, and I just feel this guilt.
I hate feeling like I can't take care of shit on my own.
BLAH.
I think it's fair that I feel like I have terrible luck. :(
I always love christmas time, cuz it just brings out the best in my family and every one. But this year just feels... iunno. Nothing feels right. I don't want anything for christmas. I feel like my parents have already provided so much for me through out all this shit that's been happening. Yet I know that they did, and I just feel this guilt.
I hate feeling like I can't take care of shit on my own.
BLAH.