I am upset again. Tell me something new. I am not sure why. I think perhaps it's my predictable way of letting myself feel hurt. I wonder if my actions have had unpredicted results. I suppose it shouldn't be surprising that Eba has vilified me. I shouldn't have contacted her anyway. I was drunk on Friday night. Why can't I get drunk with out ( Read more... )

I have started innumerable journal entries lately and have not been able to get passed the first sentence or two. I don't really know why there are lots of things I would like to document for myself. Journalling is also a superb procrastination tool so I am totally baffled as to why I simply can not write. Perhaps there is not enough angst in my ( Read more... )