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I have reached my equilibrium, I am happy, and you neglect that fact that nothing you say really is of importance to me. You keep venturing into the weaknesses you see in me.I'm sure from your end of the spectrum it is exasperating to try so hard to get the attention you must have never had. I could sit here and speak improperly and unethically of you, but I won't. I will apologize that you have never had the love you deserve from your friends, lovers or family members.I have.
I know e x a c t l y what it's like to be loved by my friends, and Janie and Tyler have introduced me to a whole new world of perturbation and feeling so comfortable to be myself as unstable as I am at times, and know that they will still love me, regardless.Lovers: They come and go, but I've felt love mutually. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually. A few moments in my life I knew I was the world to someone, as hard as it is to explain.As for family: My sister Hannah has given me life and a reason to feel vital. Mary has pushed me into setting better examples, and I was forced into responsibility when she was born and my parents have given me everything they could from day one.
Now, don't get me wrong:Tyler and I fight like cats and dogs, and Janie and I are at a rough patch in our lives.My truest, purest love is no longer mine anymore.My sisters push me to the edge and back, and my parents have very little money.But it's safe to say all the good moments equal out to the feeling of happiness.
I'm sorry no one perplexes your existence. I feel sorry that there is no one or nothing in your life to give you focus. Instead you are uncomfortable with yourself therefore we are all forced to hear the worst. We expect it. You are shocking no one. Good luck finding someone that has even a slight worry about you with the way you treat others.
Seriously, I mean it. Good fucking luck.
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I know e x a c t l y what it's like to be loved by my friends, and Janie and Tyler have introduced me to a whole new world of perturbation and feeling so comfortable to be myself as unstable as I am at times, and know that they will still love me, regardless.Lovers: They come and go, but I've felt love mutually. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually. A few moments in my life I knew I was the world to someone, as hard as it is to explain.As for family: My sister Hannah has given me life and a reason to feel vital. Mary has pushed me into setting better examples, and I was forced into responsibility when she was born and my parents have given me everything they could from day one.
Now, don't get me wrong:Tyler and I fight like cats and dogs, and Janie and I are at a rough patch in our lives.My truest, purest love is no longer mine anymore.My sisters push me to the edge and back, and my parents have very little money.But it's safe to say all the good moments equal out to the feeling of happiness.
I'm sorry no one perplexes your existence. I feel sorry that there is no one or nothing in your life to give you focus. Instead you are uncomfortable with yourself therefore we are all forced to hear the worst. We expect it. You are shocking no one. Good luck finding someone that has even a slight worry about you with the way you treat others.
Seriously, I mean it. Good fucking luck.
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