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Wellll, honestly I could probaly write for days about how I happy I am with a certain someone, but I'd rather not.
I'm taking a 2 week medical leave from work hopefully I'll get myself better soon! I have an emergency appt. in Atlanta next week to see a specialist, and I'm not excited about that at all. I need a fucking break... I hate having a body with absolutely no immunity at all. I should just become a hermit and live in a room made completely out of Lysol. I'm tired of dealing with this, but I'm stronger than ever right now. Mentally and emotionally at least.
Now, If I could stop having seizures and do things on my own again, and be alone again I would be so happy. I'm looking for somewhere else to live, even though I don't know what I would do living without my nurse/mom to make me feel better all the time. I love my family, especially my sisters. I love my dad more and more, he still hasn't seen my NY Yankees tattoo, but he will. Aaaad, I really appreciate my mom walking through tthe fiery pits of hell just so I can feel better. My friends are really unnecessary at this point and that's okay. Janie and I are no longer going to continue our friendship, but that's not anyones buisness why. I wish I could go to Connecticut with my grandparents this week :( Oh weeelll.
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I'm taking a 2 week medical leave from work hopefully I'll get myself better soon! I have an emergency appt. in Atlanta next week to see a specialist, and I'm not excited about that at all. I need a fucking break... I hate having a body with absolutely no immunity at all. I should just become a hermit and live in a room made completely out of Lysol. I'm tired of dealing with this, but I'm stronger than ever right now. Mentally and emotionally at least.
Now, If I could stop having seizures and do things on my own again, and be alone again I would be so happy. I'm looking for somewhere else to live, even though I don't know what I would do living without my nurse/mom to make me feel better all the time. I love my family, especially my sisters. I love my dad more and more, he still hasn't seen my NY Yankees tattoo, but he will. Aaaad, I really appreciate my mom walking through tthe fiery pits of hell just so I can feel better. My friends are really unnecessary at this point and that's okay. Janie and I are no longer going to continue our friendship, but that's not anyones buisness why. I wish I could go to Connecticut with my grandparents this week :( Oh weeelll.
Add me on FB if you haven't yet, search me: Ansley Neidhardt.
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