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So yeah, I haven't put jack in here in like a week... Cause I've been in Ohio for a friends wedding.. I'm gonna back log and at least put the wedding story in there cause there are some good stories from it...
So I'm trying to get a hold of my last ex. Everytime she calls I'm stupid and don't save her number. I feel really bad about the whole way that played out. Not that I intentionally did anything, but the whole way that played out was really shit for her. She definately got really attached, more than I did. And we were both leaving, so I cut it clean off. Before me she had barely kissed a guy, now she's little miss rebelion. I mean, I'm sure she's gonna be fine in the end... But I feel like I all fucked her up. It was bad cause while we were dating she'd say things like "I wish my dad was more like you" At the time it was creepy as shit, now I just feel like I was her serogate role model or something and made shit worse.
Now she's off in like Nevada or something, and I don't even have a number to check in with her at... Hopefully she'll call soon or something, cause I REALLY don't wanna call either of her parents to get it... None the less.. Just my guilt of the night for anyone who cares. Aight, on that note.. I got a cigar, a mixed drink, and a howie day cd waiting on me. I'm such one of those old men that sit in a smoking jacket with cognac and tony bennet playing. LOL Either that or the guy on my stoop in a hoodie, a cigar, and tupac playing. LOL Some times the crack heads cross to the other side of the street as they come up until they see it's me.
Oh yeah, I saw the new micheal Moore movie tonight.. It was pretty good. The first half was basically slander, but the second half was really good.. LOL The guy next to me was blubbering like a baby. Actually I was pretty close at times too. But this was gone!! I was about to ask him if lost anyone, but I figured that with out knowing him at all it would just be obscene.
So I'm trying to get a hold of my last ex. Everytime she calls I'm stupid and don't save her number. I feel really bad about the whole way that played out. Not that I intentionally did anything, but the whole way that played out was really shit for her. She definately got really attached, more than I did. And we were both leaving, so I cut it clean off. Before me she had barely kissed a guy, now she's little miss rebelion. I mean, I'm sure she's gonna be fine in the end... But I feel like I all fucked her up. It was bad cause while we were dating she'd say things like "I wish my dad was more like you" At the time it was creepy as shit, now I just feel like I was her serogate role model or something and made shit worse.
Now she's off in like Nevada or something, and I don't even have a number to check in with her at... Hopefully she'll call soon or something, cause I REALLY don't wanna call either of her parents to get it... None the less.. Just my guilt of the night for anyone who cares. Aight, on that note.. I got a cigar, a mixed drink, and a howie day cd waiting on me. I'm such one of those old men that sit in a smoking jacket with cognac and tony bennet playing. LOL Either that or the guy on my stoop in a hoodie, a cigar, and tupac playing. LOL Some times the crack heads cross to the other side of the street as they come up until they see it's me.
Oh yeah, I saw the new micheal Moore movie tonight.. It was pretty good. The first half was basically slander, but the second half was really good.. LOL The guy next to me was blubbering like a baby. Actually I was pretty close at times too. But this was gone!! I was about to ask him if lost anyone, but I figured that with out knowing him at all it would just be obscene.