Imperative

Three-hundred-and-thirty written pages later
words choked to the brim
and here I am again
starting the process all over again.

I want to give you a rose petal
but I can only afford chocolates
or something more neutral
like...something non-romantic

this age of confusion
but I thought I was way past it
until you came along and proved me wrong.

no ( Read more... )

Top priority of Yelen's life: Get a frigging job and get a frigging job NOW.

I hope to hell that the doggy job comes through.

Right, shopped at Zara (Great World City) with Mel today. I blew almost half of my January allowance on a skirt and two tops. Before that, my mom bought a nice blue top for me at Marks and Spencer.

So, I'm a bleeding ( Read more... )

To put things very simply, I've been feeling just the slightest tinge of melancholy for the past two days.
But to even attempt to explain why would take so much time and so much out of me that I don't think I wanna. And besides, it's too freaking private, that's what it is.

Tomorrow's the first day of school. The fact that it does not concern me ( Read more... )

I think that somewhere along the journey that this journal attempts to detail of my life, we've somewhat figured out that I am absolutely hopeless when it comes to matters of the heart.
But we didn't fully grasp just how Hopeless with the capital 'h' I really am... until now.

I am so in love with Mitsui Hisashi that I think I could die.

It wouldn't be ( Read more... )

How did History completely blew up in my face? Let me count the ways...
1. Question Two was horrendously, astoundingly, stupefyingly disastrous. It was only until I finished my "essay" that I realised that it was asking on the general political impact of colonialism, and not specifically indirect rule. What did Yelen the Genius shit about? Nothing ( Read more... )

In a strange funk.
Everything looks bleak.

I'm not excited about anything, not even the fact that my exams end next Thursday, not even the thought of seeing Jielun live next Saturday, not even the trip to Taiwan on the 30th, not even graduation, nothing.

I guess it didn't help that I talked about GP to Mrs. Razal and my civics tutor today and that I ( Read more... )

This day
has been
absolutely
horrendous.
Correction:

Every single fucking day of the week is fucking horrendous but today completely gelled the icing on the fucking cake.

I've cried more times today than I've done so the past six months combined.

And half the time I didn't even know why I was crying.

I still don't, as a matter of fact.

Thankfully, Cain ( Read more... )