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Its funny how the little things in life is what keeps u going
such as a promise from a hansom guy
a motivation from a loved one
I just can't seem to know
but one thing I know is
When I see my self married, I'm married to a strapping young man in his late 20-30
And He is a man
I am around 27 just starting a secure job as a copywriter
Now I see my self with someone I hope
that just enjoyable in a learning experience
sometimes I feel this is the only thing I'm sure of
I honestly have tried for 5 months I have tried everything to forget James CODY Brown . I have stopped going around brocks if there's even a small chance I would see him. You know in old movie when there's the main actress who is always in charge of her feeling but one guy comes and she's putty in his hands...they fight sarcastically, they have passion, and they talk about problems. She would fallow him to the end of the earth and back if he asked. well with Cody I feel that way. I tried everything to forget him. What else can I possibly do to get over him. No guy has ever made me so miserable but so happy and thats why. I'm not obsessed cause I just try to forget, date other people, heal my heart get thinner till I forget that feeling towards him.
I'm still talking to trevor on the internet
He want to take a road trip together
just him and I
I'v never met him
but I'v talked to him for a year now
and I could fall for him
and sometimes
playing everything safe
just keep you safe but you learn nothing from it
so I agreed on going with him
well
thats all folks...for now
such as a promise from a hansom guy
a motivation from a loved one
I just can't seem to know
but one thing I know is
When I see my self married, I'm married to a strapping young man in his late 20-30
And He is a man
I am around 27 just starting a secure job as a copywriter
Now I see my self with someone I hope
that just enjoyable in a learning experience
sometimes I feel this is the only thing I'm sure of
I honestly have tried for 5 months I have tried everything to forget James CODY Brown . I have stopped going around brocks if there's even a small chance I would see him. You know in old movie when there's the main actress who is always in charge of her feeling but one guy comes and she's putty in his hands...they fight sarcastically, they have passion, and they talk about problems. She would fallow him to the end of the earth and back if he asked. well with Cody I feel that way. I tried everything to forget him. What else can I possibly do to get over him. No guy has ever made me so miserable but so happy and thats why. I'm not obsessed cause I just try to forget, date other people, heal my heart get thinner till I forget that feeling towards him.
I'm still talking to trevor on the internet
He want to take a road trip together
just him and I
I'v never met him
but I'v talked to him for a year now
and I could fall for him
and sometimes
playing everything safe
just keep you safe but you learn nothing from it
so I agreed on going with him
well
thats all folks...for now