next christmas when i have my own place i am going to invite my friends over to hang out in christmas pajamas, or just pajamas and we will bake christmas cookies and drink hot chocolate, apple cider and mulled wine while we watch all the christmas childrens classics ( Read more... )

pretty sure my pneumonia is back ( Read more... )

i feel so very sick this morning!

ugh.
i felt sick last night and thought it would go away but it just got worse. my stomach aches and i have to go to work and make and serve food.

i think i haven't been eating properly lately. the summer heat means i don't cook which is not good.

rah...

i was feeling really cute today. i was in a good mood. i felt awkward though. but i usually feel awkward. i'm really lonely right now and feel like shit. night time has come. i want to smoke cigarettes outside in a warm concrete garden ( Read more... )